Interviewing a legend of the Indian Science and Technology
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| With Dr. Anil Kakodkar |
It was the summer of 2023- mid-May.
I was working on a project to make a documentary on Dr. Bibha Chowdhury, a
pioneering and remarkable Physicist. This was under an initiative to produce
documentaries on Indian Scientists by the Science Media Centre at IISER Pune.
During the research work, I would talk to several scientists who had worked in
a similar domain to that of Dr. Chowdhury. One of them was Prof. Sunil Gupta, a
renowned cosmic ray physicist who was instrumental in setting up the largest, indigenously
built cosmic ray GRAPES -3 experiment in Ooty. While describing his research,
he mentioned Dr. Anil Kakodkar, as his inspiration for leading self-reliant
technological advancement in the country. It was a casual mention, not at all
connected with the story I was working on, yet somehow, that sentence stayed in
my head. I had heard about the highly secretive Pokhran nuclear tests and Dr.
Kakodkar since my school days. He was like a scientist superhero to me and I
had an earnest desire to meet him since then.
Within the next few days, the
Director sent an email about the 10th convocation ceremony of IISER Pune to all
the IISERites. And guess who the chief guest was- none other than, Dr. Anil
Kakodkar. I was thrilled and wanted to give it a shot. I spent the next few
hours watching his online interviews and trying to somehow connect him with my
current story. Soon, I had drafted a convincing email requesting his time for
an interview during his stay on campus. I read the email over and over again.
Although it did sound genuinely convincing, I did not expect a reply. Having worked
on a critical project of national significance, he was a man of immense repute,
the mastermind for our country to be a nuclear weapon state and a firm force
that gave even George Bush a sleepless night during the Indo-US civil nuclear
agreement. Nevertheless, I sent it out.
Within the next two days, I had an
answer- he agreed to record the interview after the convocation ceremony. I
still have that email archived. Our team hurried through the interview
preparations. We only had 3 days remaining with 2 other events lined up at the
same time- a science journalist’s roundtable that we were hosting and the
convocation ceremony.
Just 2 days before, I issued his
autobiography-‘Fire and Fury: Transforming India’s Strategic Identity’ from the
library. On Saturday, we worked late in the evening for the roundtable, so I
only had Sunday with me. I didn't sleep that day, read the entire book, and
tried to frame some questions. Reading the book made me respect him even more.
The next day, my colleagues reviewed those questions and I did rehearsals with
them while the interview set-up was being done. Cameras, lights, reflectors,
and mics all were in place for the interview.
He was to arrive on the evening, a
day before the convocation. The guest house manager informed me that he had
left from the airport and was expected any moment. When I told him about our
interview scheduled the next day, he said that if I wanted to talk to him
today, I could do it during the 5 minutes when the tea would be served in his
room. It sounded like a good idea and I waited in the guest house foyer. His
car arrived, the registrar was accompanying him. He stepped out of the car and
walked in a simple, calm yet firm manner. He looked a little old, his face had
a bright glow and his disposition conveyed that he was in control of
everything, yet disconnected with the events happening around him. The
registrar left after escorting him to his room and the director was expected
any moment. I waited nervously while the tea was being prepared. I rehearsed
the sentences I was to say to him again and again in my mind. As I walked to
his room, behind the housekeeper who took the tea, I was suddenly totally aware.
I noticed things that I usually didn't- the upward thrust of the elevator, the movement
of my legs, and the silence across the hallway to his room. While something
important is about to happen, awareness dawns naturally. Unlike the other usual
times where we have to struggle to be in the present. When we knocked at his
door, I thought I wanted to run away, adrenaline does strange things. He opened
the door in the same calm and composed manner with which he’d walked across the
foyer. The keeper went inside with the tea while I stood still at the door. Dr.
Kakodkar looked at me quizzically. I greeted him and introduced myself, giving
a reference to the email which I’d sent. He immediately recognized and smiled,
which made me relax a bit. I showed him the interview questions- 2 sets were
prepared, a shorter one and a slightly elaborate version, depending on the
amount of time he had. I told him that I’d used the autobiography as a guide.
He said that the video should not be too long, for the audience to watch it and
that he would be available the day after from 4 to 5 pm. I thanked him. Once
he’d closed the door, I ran to the office. It was done. This meeting made me
feel more confident about facing him the next day in front of the camera.
The convocation ceremony went on
till late in the afternoon. Our team was working there and we only had a little
time for lunch before the interview. Moreover, our boss wasn’t happy with the
set-up and decided to change it at the last minute. At quarter to four, I went
to call Dr. Kakodkar. After the convocation lunch he had gone to visit some of
the labs and other science centres in the institute. But when I called him, he
was ready to come along. This wasn't a surprise, after you read about the kind
of work he has accomplished, you know he never rests. While walking to the
studio, he asked me about my educational background and whether I was a student
of IISER. When we arrived, I introduced him to the other team members. While
the audio was being tested, he looked at the book I had used. There were too
many marker notes in between the pages, looking at them he exclaimed, ‘I hope
these are not the number of questions!’
We started recording the interview.
I began with a slightly louder and high-pitched tone. But when he started
talking, his voice was much softer than mine. Hence, I thought of bringing down
mine too- that’s the sudden difference audible in the video. This was the first
interview I conducted. My colleague, who had some experience in this, advised
me not to think much about the planned structure and let the interview take its
flow. Once, I asked him the first question, I didn’t have to worry about the
next one. The way he ended the previous answer, usually gave a cue for the next
question. Also, his slow-paced and lucid manner of narration kept me totally in
the moment. The questions took longer than we had anticipated, and a few of
them had to be skipped. There was too much information and insight into the
topics he described. Each nuclear reactor and every project he had led could be
an interview in itself. We were running overtime, so the rapid-fire questions
had to be quickly covered, I didn't want to let go of them.
Once the interview was over, we
invited him for tea at the office. Although he had very little time, before
leaving for the airport, still, he agreed to come. He inquired about what kind
of projects we undertake and expressed his opinions on the significance of
science communication. He spoke in such a light-hearted manner. At that moment,
I could not relate to him as the man who stood fearlessly firm during the
Indo-US civil agreement to protect our country’s nuclear capability and safety.
Yet, he’s been both of them.
We took a group picture with him. He
shook hands with each one of us before leaving. I escorted him to the guest
house foyer where the registrar waited for him. As he sat in the car, I waved
him goodbye. I held back my tears so that no one else could see them. It's not
every day that I come across a man who is fully alive.
The post-production of the interview
took a lot of time. It underwent multiple rounds of edits- mixing the two
camera angles, adding visual effects, and working on the audio. This one was my favorite among all the videos I’d edited until that point. We also tried to
develop illustrations and animations for some of the concepts he had
explained. I had the initial visuals run by him through email, for which he
gave appropriate feedback and suggested changes. The final YouTube video link
was shared with him which he also shared in some of his groups.
I admire all the teamwork that went
into this. And I can’t but wonder at the chain of events that led to fulfilling
a tiny childhood wish of meeting Dr. Anil Kakodkar.
©Neha Kanase
Interview link: https://youtu.be/c30O3qILck8?si=Cvo4NEXutROoYqfr
https://www.anilkakodkar.in/blog/fire-and-fury-transforming-indias-strategic-identity/